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Mensajillos en noches perdidas…. ¿quién será el autor?

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   Son las tres y diecisiete de la madrugada, un 2 de abril. Como de costumbre, no puedo dormir. No sé qué me ocurre. Estaba meditando hace unos minutos y, llegué a una casi conclusión, de que posiblemente le tengo miedo a acostarme en la madrugada.

   Me jacto hablando de que amo la madrugada, que hago todo de noche porque es mucho mejor. Tal vez ese es mi método de bregar con mi miedo, el amar el miedo. Quizá es la forma más cobarde de ser, quién sabe… En momentos pienso que me he vuelto loco. No, la locura dice ser exquisita, esta locura no me la estoy disfrutando. Este sentimiento agonizante me está acabando. Ya no sé qué más hacer. Puede ser… creo que estoy recurriendo, nuevamente, al ________. No lo sé. Me siento demasiado vacío. Todo me parece insignificante, nada me llena. Siento que no tengo talentos, te lo aseguro, no los tengo. Pensé que, de tanto doler, ya estaría “numb”, but I’m as sensible as ever. Even more sensible, I’d say. Ya no quiero dormir. Solo, quise decir. Ya no quiero dormir solo. Quiero dormir abrazado de alguien a quien yo estime…mucho. Quiero sentir el calor ajeno. Quiero amar. Ya no puedo amar.

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I cut my hair after a long, long time…

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omg

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Y ni mires, que me gusta.

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12 Types and Examples of Distorted Thinking

psych-facts:

Mind Reading - When you make assumptions about what somebody is thinking or feeling without them telling you. In reality, you are delusional or paranoid.

Catastrophize - when you over think a problem and the effects that they will actually have on you. For example, when you think that losing a relationship means the end of your life when really you can find someone new the next day or down the line. 

Filtering - when you only pay attention to one side of things. For example, you only remember the bad times you had in school and not the good ones. 

Polarized thinking - when you think of things as either black or white or good or bad. For example, there can only be good or bad people or success or fails.

Personalization - when you take everything too personally. For example, when you think that everything people do or say is some kind of reaction to you. 

Blaming - when you hold other people accountable for your problems. For example, you blame someone else  for causing you to make a bad decision. In actuality, you were the one who made the wrong call based on your own judgement. 

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How does it feel when I have all of those twelve examples of distorted thinking? Weird. I feel even more paranoid. Weird thing is, people believe in me more than I do. Ha….

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Oh My God! She -if she were to exist- is the perfect woman. Just how I would like a woman. Excuse me….I’m gonna go look for a gypsy girlfriend.

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Steve Cook, recently heard about him and I’m already admiring him. I aspire to look like that.